I'm a bit wary of saying this .......... but if it helps, I got raped age 13. I remembered it clearly and did manage to come to terms with it, eventually. I'm well aware that I would have been different had it not happened though. I sometimes dare to think it made me a better person in the long run. Still went through many, many years of 'self'medicating' though.
@Mawsley no need to apologise, what you said put perspective into why some people are not handling lockdown / life.
For years I felt like spray painting my mom's now ex's house with "paedo" and leaving the local community to deal with him.
Only time in my life I felt safe was when I moved up here.
A few weeks ago, could be a few more than that now, who knows, but it's the first time in years I had thought about ending it and sat here counting my meds, working out which order to take them in so I wouldn't end up throwing them up.
Sorry, that's my fault. Someone mentioned MH problems and I've always wondered.Fucking hella derail on this thread.
Well done POTV. Well the fuck done.
Again sorry for bringing it up [emoji53]I'm a bit wary of saying this .......... but if it helps, I got raped age 13. I remembered it clearly and did manage to come to terms with it, eventually. I'm well aware that I would have been different had it not happened though. I sometimes dare to think it made me a better person in the long run. Still went through many, many years of 'self'medicating' though.
Don't be shy mate, call me a twat for bringing it up if you want. I wasn't trying to be nasty just genuinely trying to understand.
No, don't be. I saw it as a genuine question, which I'm sure was how you intended it. We're all made up differently, nobody's 'right'. And on several levels I agreed with you.Again sorry for bringing it up [emoji53]