LondonVaper
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- Feb 5, 2014
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Ladies and gentlemen
Where to begin? Hi, I guess. I'm Peter, I'm 39 and I have a beautiful son, a lovely missus, great friends, loving family and am generally a happy person.
The one thing that has cast a shadow over my whole life was smoking. My parents didn't smoke and no-one I knew at school smoked, but I started at sixth form and smoked 20 a day from then. When I think back to all of the misery it caused me over the years I literally feel like crying. The deceit in front of my parents (I've been horrible to them over the years because of my cravings), the person it made me (anxious, stressed, where's my next fag coming from?!!), the cost, the health, all of it. How stupid of me.
Tried everything over the years to give up - patches, that book, gums, lozenges, therapy, even hypnotherapy. Nothing worked.
e-cigs have saved my life.
I'm welling up writing this, which isn't very manly, but frankly I don't care. I don't care if someone stares in a pub when I draw on my e-cig. I don't care about the gentle ribbing from my friends, I don't care about, well, anything.
I don't think I'm alone in all of this and the attitude of people on this forum reassures me that that is the case.
Anyway, it's great to get this off my (now wonderful) chest and I hope I can be a good forum member, helping campaign against the EU nonsense, boycotts of Wetherspoons and McDonald's, etc. but I just wanted to say thanks to the guys and girls on here giving time and energy to help out. You've literally been lifesavers.
Peter
Where to begin? Hi, I guess. I'm Peter, I'm 39 and I have a beautiful son, a lovely missus, great friends, loving family and am generally a happy person.
The one thing that has cast a shadow over my whole life was smoking. My parents didn't smoke and no-one I knew at school smoked, but I started at sixth form and smoked 20 a day from then. When I think back to all of the misery it caused me over the years I literally feel like crying. The deceit in front of my parents (I've been horrible to them over the years because of my cravings), the person it made me (anxious, stressed, where's my next fag coming from?!!), the cost, the health, all of it. How stupid of me.
Tried everything over the years to give up - patches, that book, gums, lozenges, therapy, even hypnotherapy. Nothing worked.
e-cigs have saved my life.
I'm welling up writing this, which isn't very manly, but frankly I don't care. I don't care if someone stares in a pub when I draw on my e-cig. I don't care about the gentle ribbing from my friends, I don't care about, well, anything.
I don't think I'm alone in all of this and the attitude of people on this forum reassures me that that is the case.
Anyway, it's great to get this off my (now wonderful) chest and I hope I can be a good forum member, helping campaign against the EU nonsense, boycotts of Wetherspoons and McDonald's, etc. but I just wanted to say thanks to the guys and girls on here giving time and energy to help out. You've literally been lifesavers.
Peter