I know just what you mean, I gave up "smoking" ten years ago too, but never lost the nicotine addiction. I was getting my hit from patches (itchy) gum, lozenges,sprays, Oliver Twist ( flavoured pellets of chewing tobacco) and finally snus. It was only when I found vaping that I felt content. I used to say that if I won the lottery I'd be staight down to the shop for 200 cigs and a lighter, but not any more! I'd be online buying Snake Oil and shiny things