I apologise to anyone I wronged, not been active and I will explain why.

[conanthewarrior]

Hello everyone, this is my first time back in a long while.

I have logged in and out every few months and posted the odd message, but with my health haven't been consistent.

I will admit I was a manic mess at one point, at that time I didn't know but do now that I have bipolar and emotionally unstable personality disorder. I am now on antipsychotics and feel a lot more normal, that is no manic states.

I also had my alcohol addiction, I went into detox on the 7th October last year, and this is the first time I have detoxed and not craved alcohol after. I was a drunken mess, and also had my mental health issues with it.

I wish to apologise to anyone I may have said anything hurtful too. I really did not mean what I said, and now cringe and feel ashamed at what I did say to some members. I mainly am apologising to crustyfolker, I said some terrible things and hope you could possibly forgive me. I can't find you on here so guess I am blocked, but if anyone could reach out to him and let him know I genuinely apologise for the hurtful things I have said maybe we could rebuild our friendship now I am more mentally stable.

This is besides my physical health, my most recent discovery was I am diabetic, I spent a week in hospital on a IV insulin pump to bring my blood sugar and ketones down to a safe level. I now have to inject insulin 4 times a day.

I look back and understand I was manic, I only need to look at the ottoman in my bedroom to know this- there are 42 different mods that essentially do the same thing that I spent a lot of money on. I now see this as insane- fair enough the things like the DNA200's are nice, but did I really need to get 4 of them?

I just want to let people know now my mental health is a lot more stable I will be back here a lot more often.

Again, to anyone I may have wronged I am truly sorry.

Conan.

 

[Mr Ripple]

Not sure he's on here anymore as I can't tag him either.
Self medicating with alcohol is pretty common with these types of conditions as I know all too well.
Glad to see you back.

 

[conanthewarrior]

Not sure he's on here anymore as I can't tag him either.
Self medicating with alcohol is pretty common with these types of conditions as I know all too well.
Glad to see you back.

Oh I see, thats a shame. I really would have liked to apologise to him.

Yes I was self medicating for years but this caused me a lot of damage health wise. You say you know all too well, I do feel for you if you have any of these conditions or something similar mate.

Thank you, I am glad to be back! I bet there will be a lot of new faces for me to meet as well as the old ones

 

[Moses]

Good to hear your on the road to recovery. And is there ever to many mods

 

[conanthewarrior]

Good to hear your on the road to recovery. And is there ever to many mods

Thank you my friend! Erm, well I do like them I can't lie, but now I am not manic I am wondering why I got so many.

Then again, I do fancy a nice mech mod, are there still any sites like fast tech where I can get a good clone lol?

 

[Tazz]

Hello everyone, this is my first time back in a long while.

I have logged in and out every few months and posted the odd message, but with my health haven't been consistent.

I will admit I was a manic mess at one point, at that time I didn't know but do now that I have bipolar and emotionally unstable personality disorder. I am now on antipsychotics and feel a lot more normal, that is no manic states.

I also had my alcohol addiction, I went into detox on the 7th October last year, and this is the first time I have detoxed and not craved alcohol after. I was a drunken mess, and also had my mental health issues with it.

I wish to apologise to anyone I may have said anything hurtful too. I really did not mean what I said, and now cringe and feel ashamed at what I did say to some members. I mainly am apologising to crustyfolker, I said some terrible things and hope you could possibly forgive me. I can't find you on here so guess I am blocked, but if anyone could reach out to him and let him know I genuinely apologise for the hurtful things I have said maybe we could rebuild our friendship now I am more mentally stable.

This is besides my physical health, my most recent discovery was I am diabetic, I spent a week in hospital on a IV insulin pump to bring my blood sugar and ketones down to a safe level. I now have to inject insulin 4 times a day.

I look back and understand I was manic, I only need to look at the ottoman in my bedroom to know this- there are 42 different mods that essentially do the same thing that I spent a lot of money on. I now see this as insane- fair enough the things like the DNA200's are nice, but did I really need to get 4 of them?

I just want to let people know now my mental health is a lot more stable I will be back here a lot more often.

Again, to anyone I may have wronged I am truly sorry.

Conan.

Takes a lot to step up and admit things like that and own it all.
Good on you mate. Here's hoping the best for you

 

[Moses]

Thank you my friend! Erm, well I do like them I can't lie, but now I am not manic I am wondering why I got so many.

Then again, I do fancy a nice mech mod, are there still any sites like fast tech where I can get a good clone lol?

Yer mate, you have a few, sourcemore being one of them and then you have the likes of 3fvape and 2fdeal. Also you can grab some off AliExpress if you use the right search words, vape not being one of them lol. Portable soldering tool I think is a good search word to use.

 

[Mr Ripple]

Oh I see, thats a shame. I really would have liked to apologise to him.

Yes I was self medicating for years but this caused me a lot of damage health wise. You say you know all too well, I do feel for you if you have any of these conditions or something similar mate.

Thank you, I am glad to be back! I bet there will be a lot of new faces for me to meet as well as the old ones

Self medicating through drinking is like draping some cammo netting over the symptoms which imo can sometimes be the lesser of two evils.
It does however come with its own set of issues and as a cruel twist of fate can also add as a distraction to the sufferer but reek havoc on those around you.
Cyclic and very close to bipolar and I was going through a rough patch 18 months ago but seem to be finding my way atm.

 

[conanthewarrior]

Yer mate, you have a few, sourcemore being one of them and then you have the likes of 3fvape and 2fdeal. Also you can grab some off AliExpress if you use the right search words, vape not being one of them lol. Portable soldering tool I think is a good search word to use.

Oh wow 3fvape is still going? Thats cool. I haven't been in the loop for a while, what are some popular mech mods at the moment?

Takes a lot to step up and admit things like that and own it all.
Good on you mate. Here's hoping the best for you

Thank you mate, its onwards and upwards from now on.

Self medicating through drinking is like draping some cammo netting over the symptoms which imo can sometimes be the lesser of two evils.
It does however come with its own set of issues and as a cruel twist of fate can also add as a distraction to the sufferer but reek havoc on those around you.
Cyclic and very close to bipolar and I was going through a rough patch 18 months ago but seem to be finding my way atm.

I am sorry to hear that mate, I am glad you are now finding your way though.
It definitely causes havoc in all areas of your life just to mask the way you feel. It also causes massive problems to the body- I have had pancreatitis multiple times through drinking, this is what has caused my diabetes, I damaged my pancreas so much it can no longer produce insulin. I am only 34 but already done the damage.

 

[Moses]

At the moment Ecigone have some mech tubes at decent price too.