Enoch
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- Apr 20, 2015
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Hi all, long time member here , kinda just settled into things and now at the very odd point of, well quitting.
I found out a while ago that my special discount no longer applies to me so the price of buying liquid would have went from 15 quid a month to around 50! Naturally I took that as a reason to give up , had that when the liquid runs out, then it was when the coil dies, then it was by a specific date and then finally it was when my brother in law took it from me, which happened Sunday.
Reason for writing this post however is that the one thing I have felt more than anything since Sunday is regret, have I made the wrong choice? I was vaping for 9 years, it was something I enjoyed and the oxva velocity was the first device I was truely satisfied with in all those years. After 9 years , knowing how much better it is than smoking , feels like maybe I should change my mind.
So 5 days on I don't feel cravings, only when I would automatically grab my vape. So that's a good sign.
But what exactly do I gain by giving up nicotine? Google it and the results connect to smoking which is not quite applicable. Why should I stay vape free? And no, going NIC free isn't an option , it's like diet pop, can enjoy it but it's not quite the same.
Or maybe I should change my mind? After all it is something I enjoy?
I found out a while ago that my special discount no longer applies to me so the price of buying liquid would have went from 15 quid a month to around 50! Naturally I took that as a reason to give up , had that when the liquid runs out, then it was when the coil dies, then it was by a specific date and then finally it was when my brother in law took it from me, which happened Sunday.
Reason for writing this post however is that the one thing I have felt more than anything since Sunday is regret, have I made the wrong choice? I was vaping for 9 years, it was something I enjoyed and the oxva velocity was the first device I was truely satisfied with in all those years. After 9 years , knowing how much better it is than smoking , feels like maybe I should change my mind.
So 5 days on I don't feel cravings, only when I would automatically grab my vape. So that's a good sign.
But what exactly do I gain by giving up nicotine? Google it and the results connect to smoking which is not quite applicable. Why should I stay vape free? And no, going NIC free isn't an option , it's like diet pop, can enjoy it but it's not quite the same.
Or maybe I should change my mind? After all it is something I enjoy?