I do not look for attention, but incentives to quit.
I know I can quit given the amount of days i am doing without smoking but breaking that bond between a old friend that is stubborn as a mule. Is either just luck or willpower alone is key.
I know I can do many hours now without thinking about it but I usually think if i have done this then i can have one, wich leads to two, three, four. And before i know it i am back in a packet.
The only time today that i nearly went back to them was when drinking tea upstairs and gulped the last dreggs, i reached for my pocket and remembered i was only vaping.
Yet my mother did ask me if i wanted one earlier.
I did decline, and said dont tempt me.
She bought five sleeves so there is plentiful.