LordOdin
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it’s funny, no matter how stressed out or how crazy life gets i never crave smoking any more. couldn’t even fathom it.
maybe increase your nic a bit and see if it helps, sorry to hear you are struggling though.
I don't think it's down to Nic, when i get stressed i just seem to do things in excess. Years ago it used to be Alcohol mainly Vodka, i would just go on a Bender till it nearly killed me. I can't and don't drink anymore. It's like a comfort blanket. As soon as i get my head around the issue's i am having things will return back to normal. My Son rang me last night telling me his Grandad (On his Mothers Side) had died on Tuesday, now it's no secret i hated the guy with a passion and i thought him dying would have made my day but oddly enough it didn't. I honestly didn't know what to feel, i had wished him dead for years and thought i would be celebrating when he died but i wasn't. I think my Son was shocked by my reaction as was i.